Please know that if you date me, I am a very touchy person. I will like to pet your head and hold your hand, rub your shoulders or hug you a lot. Simply put, to physically feel you in some way is very comforting to me and I can’t really apologize for it, it just feels natural to me and makes me happy.
Ugh… I was Facebook creepin’ and ran across some of his senior pictures from high school and…
HOT DIGGITY DAMN.
Wow, what even. I can’t deal. I had a heart attack when I saw them. All I wanted to do was show someone those pictures and say “He’s mine. Can you believe that? Because I sure can’t.”
Just… wow. Especially the black and white one where he’s just smiling naturally. That smile hurts me in the best way. Every time I look at it, I just grin like an idiot. Way to make me feel that, I don’t even know what you call it type of energy. It’s kind of like when someone gets butterflies in their stomach, but instead of butterflies in my stomach, it feels like liquid fire spreading through my upper body.
I’m felt comfortable letting him in when I was upset. I haven’t even allowed people I’ve known here for over a year and a half, those who I consider close friends, see me upset and on the verge of tears. All he did was be there by my side, let me talk, and then keep going in silence. He just let me know his presence was there.
It’s nice to finally have someone who I’m more than willing to let get close; who I want to.
I can’t stress enough how important it is that you surround yourself with supportive people who make you feel important and special, and who enhance your life with their presence. If their presence is making you feel worse instead of better, re-evaluate why you’re letting them stay.
man all i want is to cuddle with you and bake you cookies and make your favorite food and sit on the couch all cuddled up with you and watch your favorite movie with you and then go to bed with you and maybe listen to your favorite album with you and jump around with you and then when we get tired of doing that we could fall asleep on the floor with pillows everywhere and put my face on your chest and just make you feel loved every day of your life